Why does life has to be so hard?

I wonder why I am struggling right now with life. I am having a hard time with everything. I have no real social life to speak of, and I am not seeing anyone at the moment either. I am 30 and alone... It is hard to look at it in plain english. I have so much potential, and I am stalled in doing anything. I have so many ambitions and dreams, but I have done nothing to put them into action. Why am i rotting away, as life goes by? Why can't I get up and do what I know needs to be done. I am the cause of the suffering I am feeling, I am the soulution as well. I am my own worst enemy, and my greatest champion. I just need to find the motovation to get off my ass and do something that is worth wild. I am not sure what is is going to take, but I will get there, I am not sure how long that might take, but I am going to try to see it thru to the end.