Is there a happy middle ground?

I am sitting here tonight, and asking myself that title question. Is there a happy middle ground? A spot where you don't have all that you would like, but you are doing just fine, and are not really in need of anything at the moment. I would have to answer in the negitiave on that one at this point in time. I am not content and my mind is far from quiet. I try and sit in the dark, to quiet my mind, but I can't make the tumoult stop. My head is briming with nonsence and errant ideas, that have no substance, or value. I cannot seem to shake the clutter from the cobb webbed covered cornors of my over taxed mind. I would give up all I own,(which is not much) just to have peace and quiet. I am a very simple person wrapped up in a complicated man's life. I let stupid things get to me. You are the only one that creates your own outcomes. Your day is created and destroyed by you, and you alone. I have to remember that in the riggers of the day, the nonsence is just that, nonsence, ment to distract me from my higher goal, TO MAKE EACH DAY COUNT. I don't really make a difference in anyone's life as it is now. I have to live for me, and with my positive outlook, that will in turn helps others.